To feel better. I often wondered how much it’ll take, how bad it could go before any good could come. I contemplated th lengths I would go to, the things I’d sacrifice t have a better start. Th shameful deals I’d make with th devil.
But its all plain make believe. There’s no way to go back to th start, there’s no erasing th past. You suck it up, live with it..you get on with life. Count your blessings and th leave th rest t be mistakes t learn from. As th saying goes…th tough gets tougher.
Its the end of another week. I spent it mostly in bed w thboy nursing me.
Its better now, easier now. Conversations in th dark before sleep, endless drives, argues that are well mended. Its better now. Obviously I’m one t kno how good things can turn bad so quick…but this joy is fo me t keep. Fo now.
Goodnight. Visting at my place tomorrow!
0222hrs so I’m sick again. today I got myself my camera….at fuckn’last. yay. tonight, we drove to at least 7different 24hr convenient stores to find saline. okay, I’m getting woozy again. goodnight…the wkends are almost here.
--- 3 days ago --- ---Lana Del Rey - ‘Without You’
Hello? Hello? Can you hear me?
I can be your china doll If you want to see me fall.
Hello? Hello? Can you hear me?
I can be your china doll If you like to see me fall.
All my dreams and all the lights mean Nothing if I can’t have you.
(Source: eightysevendegrees)
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--- 4 days ago --- 2 notes ---- Caxs: she said she's an adult dude.......
- Mwen: well, I must be 50.
CNY day 2
now i aint sayin she a gold diggaa
