C A X* S

no actually, to work. again, in the train.
watched Ninja Assasin w th boy . home at 0300hrs. i know right, and im already with my face made up in high high platforms.
this is why im superwoman, caxs knows no sleep.
come expo hall 6, enter, left, that girl in red skirt and heels, ya.thats me. bye now.

i stood fo 11hrs straight today. srsly, i did. okay. 1 down, 3 to go.
goodnight world. 

tomybunny:

caxs:

Iain I feel like I have to tell you things that cass can’t to you. Do you know the day cass found out, she was so heart broken. She just wailed. She couldn’t even look at pictures of you. She finds out more and more about you by herself and it broke her heart even more. You know, she was very alone without you. She couldn’t be alone at any time of the day and the few times she was, she was really sad. She even accompanied me out even when she doesn’t like making new friends or being in clubs or wherever I was. She always wanted to call you but she resisted. She would count the days of you not contacting her. Despite them all… When it came to keeping your good name she tried her best. When it came to taxes, she wanted to work so that it wouldn’t burden you though you fetched other girls in that car. When you got kicked out, she wanted to know how you were and whether you had enough cash on hand. And if you didn’t she would have transferred to you, knowing that you were to prideful. When we tried to talk some sense into her, she remembered that she only wanted one person, that she only knew she was gna love one person all her life. And that was you. You who was there for her… What I’m trying to say is that. I’ve never met someone so forgiving and who loves another so much despite all the shit he has done. And I want you to know that maybe you feel like shit now without cass but these weeks without you? She was alone feeling like shit while you had many others there for you. Everyone makes mistakes, and I do wna help you with cass but please make a final decision on your stand because I don’t think I want to see her go through this every year…. She’s really a great person. And hey we know you for about 6 years too. If anything you can look mwen and I up k. Don’t have to reply me just thought you should know. Bye!
 

this reduced me to tears. most friends would go fuck him. but no,they care.really care. they just want me to be happy. and they have accepted not only me, but the one i choose too.

You’ve got the bestest friends in the world seriously. He just doesn’t know how to cherish. It’s his loss.

thankyou June. rly.

jz boarded th train. home. home home.
need bed. need sleep. need back rub.

its my first time working.hmm ya it is.
its rly a sucky job tho. but what job isnt no? okay goodmorning people.
p.s caxs is in a train ;) appreciating public service haa