October 2010
1131hrs
Caxs can’t sleep. So ima gna upload Halloweenyxz’s piccassss. Pinup girl look failed so I ended up going with Dita Von Teese instead.
19889.) FUCK RELIGION. FUCK YOUR LITTLE HEAVEN AND...
Received 3mins ago
Please don’t say that. Things will be very well with us I promise.
A thousand lies have made me colder and I don't...
You know I love you so. You know I love you so.
0200hrs
Tomorrow school ends fo at least a good 2months. Hell yeah.
I am feeling better. Oh. G’night.
Mwen comments on my BBM display pic
Mwen: you should dress like that more often, so lady like. I think nice. like I would bring you out for tea
Caxs: TEA?? who th fuck drinks tea??!! You think I'm Alice in wonderland?!!
Mwen: hahahahaha you're a fucker you know
0805hrs
Last night I found my serenity back. After being done w my work at 4am, I switched off th lights, even my music. And I slept.
An hour later, my phone rings continuously………. Same old. Same old
Hazel bbms me Goodmorning
Fuck your posts make me emo, knn I gng unfollow you. I read somemore I sucidal I swear. Goodnight byebye. When I ready t read I follow again. See how. Hahahahahaha byebye
elohveeee asked: BU YAO KUUUU LE. KU JIU BU MEI LE. ):
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You already worked so hard to have your own life. Work abit harder to be happier.
1245hrs
Last night I did not sleep at 1 like I said I was going to.
At 4 in th morning I was screaming and kicking th sheets of my bed and crying like a willful child.
Everynight I would be traumatized by my own reflection, my own words, th curses. And th next day, I would awake fresh and new as if th night never happened and I would question if I’ve really gone mad, If I’m really losing my...
0109hrs
I have habits of keeping texts. And I’m about t surrender to th dreamman when I scrolled through my phone..
20days ago, exactly 20days ago.
habits die hard.
With cracks on my lips, red in my eyes, goodnight really goodnight now.
0010hrs
when i had a diary, physically t jot on, thered be smudged inked pages. and id remember. this one’s not that handy so i’ll document pictures instead. so id remember. the past few days have been taxing. all the date lines, all the mental instability, the anxiety. but im a lil at peace today. most work have been completed with and im left with 3days more of school and of cuz 10mins of...
“Mental imbalance is about as accepted as herpes. It’s never going to be...”
– Sarahbeth Purcell (via sexanddrugs)
And it hurts a whole lot but it's missed when it's...
“I don’t want to see anyone. I lie in the bedroom with the curtains drawn and...”
– Cat’s Eye by Margaret Atwood (via thechocolatebrigade)
I hate how I'm just invisible to you. It's like I...
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365thoughts: (via imphoreals)
I'm alright, it only hurts when I breathe.
