March 2010
now i dont understand what happened to our love
0134hrs im going to bed now. im going to rest now.
i feel like having cake. or ice cream with waffles.
i feel like having cake.
0040hrs my song. my song.
Shorty is a eenie...
Shes indecisive
She cant decide
She keeps on lookin
From left to right
Girl, cmon get closer
Look in my eyes
Searchin is so wrong
Im Mr. Right
You seem like the type
To love em and leave em
And disappear right after this song.
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Dont leave me out here dancin alone
You cant make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please dont waste...
still
In my last years with him there were bruises
On my face
In my dawn and new day
I finally got away
But my head’s all messed up and he knows
Just what to say
No more dawn and new days
I’m goin back to stay
Why say bye bye
When it only makes me cry
I still
Light up like a candle burnin when he call me up
I still
Melt down like a candle burnin everytime we touch
Oh say...
2304hrs lost
im home from a long day. eventful.
im so pleased with th outlines done, hopefully i’ll be done with th shading and colors soon enough. excited much.
they say without expectations, comes no disappointments. ive none, so why does it tug at my heart somehow.
im going t take th meds now which means its goodnight soon.
please understand, this isnt just goodbye. this is...
and though time goes by, i will always be in th...
2107hrs sick. haa sick.
1710hrs why O why
so i got my purse back.
and so i should stop thinking th best of human beings.
1152hrs fuck my fuckin life
i jz lost my wallet. which means i jz lost 2.5k. someone stole it or so everyone thinks. id rather think th better of people and believe it disappeared into thin air.
so now we’re all held back in th sewing room waiting for th video camera’s to be checked and th police to come. srsly. srsly.
1943hrs but then again, im thankful.
i jz got out of th shower, sitting down under water gushing at 40degrees. love th heat. and th doorbell rang.
thankyou Sheen, for getting dinner for this sick shiz here.
1916hrs home with frosties. ceiling fans.
its been awhile since ive been home alone. the floor feels cold. th weather seems to go along with my mood. however, i had company fo my road home. and it was nice, maybe what i needed cuz th day seemed lonely and saddening.
my heart isnt at ease today. work and all th partying is getting t my head.
rain,rain.go away.
feelings, all theses feelings, go away.
1603hrs maybe
maybe 2 is better than 1.
times like these. school’s a fucking whore. and thanks to all th late wkend nights, i am fucking not recovering. all i wna do is die in someone arms now. maybe not.
maybe i still prefer being alone.
arghhhhhh fml fml fml.
0822hrs fuck school srsly. im fuckin tired.
i wna cry now.
2006hrs having lvl30 buffalo wings
i have this crazy burn in my mouth and stomach somewhere. ya but whatever.
i didnt know if i meant what i was going t say, but as soon as i did, it felt like th truth. it actually is the truth. im done.
1414hrs i dont kno what t say. i dont kno how t...
“if you love someone, set em free. if you have t stalk em, they probably wasnt...”
– all about Steve.
“Mary, dont ever change. for anybody.”
– all about steve
1101hrs up. im awake. head hurts.
im sick. but how does that stop anything. weekend nights ends up 5 in the morning. Friday was Neverland, Zouk. 2 apple sours and sambuka later, i ended up typing weird hours on tumblr, and alien words as well. Last night was a last min decision fo How to train your dragon, which was good btw. and then Rebel…drama. im tired. oh my head hurts. later people.
0431hrs drink drunk drama
always th case, no?
2041hrs TH RAMEN STALL. ROCHOR BEANCURD
along this street 2 nights in a row. so near yet so far.
these are one of th nights i have th urge t go Mustafa, jz fo th sake of being there. haa.joke.
id rather hurt then feel nothing at all
and th days feels like years when im alone
1504hrs out w th twins
cousins. lians vibes.
laced halter bra strapes. strawberry and striped printed slippers. pears and glitter on their nails……
im so out of place……. hjahahahahahah fuck. this is fun tho.
neoprints. karaoking now. :D
014247jrhsrs
i guzrsess perghps uit hurts. rthart you were so fucking rude. ut it hutrts.
goodnight worldd
2307hrs Neverland
watching girls pour their arms around foreign bodies. watching their bodies getting held by randoms. watching th drinks go. watching the hands reaching further and further.
its sad. its sad in a way.
to be reduced into objects. my heart cries a lil.
yet again,who am i t say. its Friday night. and its still a long way t morning.
brighten up. brighten up.
