June 2010
1837hrs shape perm
Ooo its been long since I’ve had th patience t lie down and let Mom do my eyesbrows and perm my lashes.. No need fo fakes tonighttttt
1734hrs lesson 101 : being strangers from friends
I don’t like it. How I shut myself off t your texts. But what is there t say when you’re not even there.
I don’t blame you but I don’t wna blame myself either. If this is it, then I’ll let it be it.
Thunder only happens when it’s raining
Players only love you when they’re playing
They say, women, they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean, you’ll know
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itsfreakinpaul:
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Your...
0140hrs June
Went through June’s and realise how much have happened. What was then and what is, right now. Too much have gone into transition, my heart, my love, my life. I haven’t put aside time t slowly type out th current events of my life. I very much wna do so, I wna have an entry t look back on. To remember when, where, why, how I’ve made th choices I’ve made. T remember this...
J U N E
J U N E
Anonymous asked: The art of medicine consists of amusing the patient while nature cures the disease.
Anonymous asked: Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
If I was ya man
Never worry bout
I'd be coming home
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman
Fistful of diamonds
Baby you're a star I just want to show Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus...
Do you enjoy being hurt?
If I was ya man
Never worry bout
I'd be coming home
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman
Fistful of diamonds
Baby you're a star I just want to show Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus...
2008hrs at dins
Brotha: eh I can't finish
My father: share w jie jie la
Brotha: no she say she don't wna eat!!
Caxs: I don't wna eat!!! I very full!!
My father: ayah she see duck, she surely eat la
Hahahahahahahhahahahaha my love fo poultry
1334hrs finally home. still in PJs. still bared...
Anonymous asked: hi may i know whats ur steps for applying makeup? like whats ur first step and den after..?
2348hrs Sharon: received 12min ago
“Erm erm caxs I am at simei and my hse got beer got aircon got beer and got soccer and got big big tv and sofa! Tempting?”
Its th startg of th week but all the devils are lurking around. I’ve resisted jo’s call fo Nana, so one down.
But I rly gta watch Brazil kick some balls……..
0036hrs home book 95fm yellowlights
Lastnight’s was a lil funny, leavg th house only at 2am. Tams and me decided on maxi dress and slippers. So among th very tall crowd in Zouk, heels and glittering dresses, I stood short. Lifeless. Drained from th day before’s.
Meetg Jo later on at Nana did th trick, a flaming and waterfall later, my laughter never stopped. Neither did my throwing up. Sick I know. Never before. Nvr...
Anonymous asked: you kno why ppl just look at you as just a face? cause thats what you show, thats what you want them to see by showing off that there are lotsa boys chasing you and all. you wanted all that attention all along. what you give is what you get caxs.
1250hrs
Dear World, my heart aches like crazy, I’ve lost a friend.
1 tag
Does your friends eg Tammy get discounted price...
she is advertising for my mom so Tammy’s treatments are complimentary.
WHAAAA?
1 tag
did u and sheen fight?
fight? no, not really. no we didnt fight.
WHAAAA?
0452am 260610 lastnight's
A: Why do you feel the way you do? Youve got so much.so much
Caxs: what way.. My tumblr?
A: Mm. How can anyone be so beautiful and so smart be so down.
Caxs: But that's th problem, I'm not.
A: But its so easy for you to be.
Caxs: I dno. Sigh I jz feel rly lousy tonight.
A: why Sandra, why
Caxs: I don't feel good enough. You go slp A. I'll be fine..
A: Aye.you forgot yor meds thats why.youll be fine once you geddit, youll be gooood.night C
0805hrs 18eighteen.
Today is 260610.
Today is …
I’ll send my best wishes in my sleep. Through dreams.
0429hrs at nana
I’m sober, very much. I feel really lifeless now.
I’m quite sick and tired of th attention. I’m sorry abt how I sound. But its gettg quite taxing t be put in this spot.
Fo all those who have left comments and messages and formsprings on how you wish your lives mirrored mine, don’t. Really. Th looks you get when you walk in a crowded room, th smiles you get, th boys...
1326hrs because im too bored in bed
0551hrs dim your lights dear sun
from a supposedly chilling session w Bron and Tams, i ended up with toxic in my blood again thanks to Sharon. i just got back and i saw the meds on the table, which reminds me, i fuckin took medicine before this. no wonder the high even after only 2 glasses. im done fo th day, its gna be another long wkend. delighted at last t find songs i can replay for the whole night. or um, the whole morning?...
till i get over you
everytime i feel alone i can blame it on you and i do you got me like a loaded gun, golden sun, and skies so blue we both know that we want it but we both know you left me no choice chaque fois que tu t’en vas you just bring me down je pretends que tout va bien so I’m counting my tears till I get over you sometimes i watch the world go by i wonder what it was like to wake up every...
0156hrs at Resort
Because we have been t Nana too much, we decided on another Thai joint here at ECP.
I swear I had no intentions of clubbg tonight but I’m here, mendg Tams and Sharon’s heart. Oh wellssssss. Another night. Another night.
0044hrs so I'm omw out again
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Are you and Tammy close friend now even though she...
in fact closer only after their break up.
WHAAAA?
Finally, Cassandra in person! And a hug too!
(via elohveeee) OMG THAT WAS SO RANDOM HUH!!
2141hrs
I got up to th evening sky at 5pm. I got up to sad texts messages. I got up to worrying messages. I got up to assuring messages.
I’m filled w too many emotions I’m not sure how t contain em. I’m okay. I’m not okay.
I’m okay.
0717hrs home
Th sun is up already. I’m goin down into my blankets.
Oh what a night. Gmorng early birds. Gnight sunshine.
0457hrs phurture to tian an men to 夜色
Hahahahahahahaha omfg I can’t believe I went from high at PHuture t freakin sober at a night club and now at this gigalo club. Hahahahahahahahahahah. Omfg where th fuck am iiiiiii
