July 2010
There’s never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
‘Cause if I don’t you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don’t feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it’s not you, it’s me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There’s never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go ur separate ways
And I know it’s...
Take my heart out of my chest, I jz don't need it...
1246hrs @ Geylang Serai
I’m nursing this terrible hangover here. Lunch w Mom….I think I’m still very much intoxicated and I wna puke my guts out now.
Last night my feelings just drowned emselves, all my anger, all my worries, and how cliche, but all my sorrows too.
I’m so tired. I’m so tired of how much hate this world harbours. All th differences between people. I’m tired.
I just...
050#1.
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Nightrt woifrld
@9.45p dins w Mi Brotha Vernon - Sakae
caxs: I love chicken, I hate breast meat.
vernon: that why next time you should get th rooster.
Wtf.retard.not funny.
i think i’ve reached that point
where giving up and going on
are both the same dead end to me
are both the same old song
0144hrs oh Friday, you're here
I’m so sleepy. I’m so sleepy.
Th boy jz left, we floated on and off Simpsons, falling asleep between parts. School’s in 7hrs, I gta get me some sleep. As usual Hendi’s bbming me, weird hours fo th insomniac boy, always askg and tellg me things that doesn’t matter at all jz t test water. Ahhaa. Gta say Gnight t all th open conversations on my bb now.
Oh Rosie...
2130hrs @dins
Because th food is taking so long t come. I’m going through Tumblr inbetwn dishes and a post caught my eyes, or rather, my heart.
My heart is kinda aching now. Just for now.
Swallow your tears now silly girl, it was a right one made…swallow your tears now. Eat.
I think a part of me will always be waiting fo you
THURS
Well I’m one third passion And I’m two thirds pride Said I used to have a life once He said I used to like your smile once
WED @ 8.50p
- : You ever feel vulnerable?
caxs: All th time? Why
- : Cuz i keep gettg paranoid. So afraid to love..to be murdered
caxs: same "-", that is why I never give my heart fully anymore.
Received at 6.48a
“You don’t have to thank me for who I am today to you instead of walking away because I’ll never walk away from you. Hope you’re sleeping well girl.”
1133hrs back homee
So my stepmom came t pass me th card and I’m back home…..I’ve got th car keysssss yay. Time fo some East side w mwen.
She’ll be happy t kno I’m in long sleeves and flats again. Stupid mwen.
0901hrs ccb
I fuckg left my fucking house card and car keys at home. Fuck my fucking life.
desireonrepeat pornstar - T.I it’s the end of the...
Well I can’t stop talking for fear of listening to unwelcome sound And you haven’t called me in weeks and honestly it’s bringing me down I feel like I wouldn’t like me if I met me I feel like you wouldn’t like me if you met me And don’t you worry there’s still time There’s nothing to live for when I’m sleeping alone And I wash the windows...
2330hrs du yu rembr
i guess my Wednesday nights’ would pretty much be this consistent from now on. its good, like th other night, still unprepared for faces. i tend to get a little relapse but its all good. im all good. ju and me had a lil chat over how things are what they are now and my final saying, “nah im concentrating on my work. boys, they come and go.” which is true, which is true. im gna...
“This is a story of a girl who turned out wrong, because she only loved things...”
– Skins (via quotewhore)
“I think we’re just going to have to be secretly in love with each other and...”
– The Royal Tenenbaums (via quotewhore)
“When you’re gone, the World starts again, and I don’t like it as much. I can...”
– James Frey, A Million Little Pieces (via quote-book)
So let go and move on
We’re strangers, we’re not friends
I hate this and I hate them
This city’s exhausted and it’s wound up
Soon to be a place that’s just filled up
And I found out that you’re angry
And you’re sorry you ever met me
Are you alright I can stand up straight
Are you alright can you get me off your mind
I am alright I can stand up...
0758hrs "....But just wanna tell you, thank you...
I woke up t this and many more other words.
Its been awhile since I’ve lain in bed crying..no not tearing. I’m shaking.
The minute I came t th part where I was being called a nice girl… How could it be.
These are not sad sobs,no.
You’re a nice girl…
0200hrs
i spent an hour getting the words out of my head. i feel lighter now, no more words floating around. i can sleep. school’s in 8hrs times. say your prayers and cover your feet now. 9t
0119hrs dear
you, youve been there, always. but sometimes i hate it. no now. i hate how it is now. my phone barely shows your name, and when it does…it must be another fall out. im glad to be there but im feeling like thats th only time im needed anymore. i would like to write this off as karma, but did it sting that bad as it does for me now? dont fret, i wont confront, i wont even admit when it comes...
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I'm always curious about this. Can you blog about...
we came from Marymount Convent. thats how.
WHAAAA?
I'd really love to see you tonight
Hello, yeah, it’s been a while.
Not much, how ‘bout you?
I’m not sure why I called,
I guess I really just wanted to talk to you.
And I was thinking maybe later on,
We could get together for a while.
It’s been such a long time,
And I really do miss your smile.
I’m not talking ‘bout moving in,
And I don’t want to change your life.
But...
Received @ 3:45a - edited.
-: You come to my mind whenever i feel horrible. If only you could be mine for a few minutes for. goodnight
caxs: You alright - ? What went wrong last night...
-: Things get a lil crazy at night round here. Im sorry i sent that text. You were all i saw and soughted. Your silhouette outlined by everything else burng behind. There wasnt anything or anyone left not even painful anymore.just emptiness vast and choking. Yesterday was a shitty day.
caxs: Don't be sorry. You kno how I'm always here don't you. I wish I knew of a way t be of comfort..
1516hrs hate t hear your name. And I don't think...
“What I wanted to convey most intensely, most clearly, was that the reason people...”
– Frida Kahlo, explaining th painting, “Moses”
1417hrs back in class
Morning class was cancelled so I got t dream a lil more today. All th weird people I can’t put a name to, streets I don’t rmbr crossing…maybe it was th lil talk I had w Tams last night. Maybe th talk lingered in my thoughts even after I closed eyes.
I’m back in class. 1class,3hrs today. Design module.
This is good. School helps me forgot those that needs to be...
suicideblonde:
Dusty Springfield - Son of a...
“Sometimes we waste our words and we waste our moments, and we don’t take the...”
– Clay Evans (via runawaytrain)
0242hrs feel alive
i didnt press numbers today, tonight. i didnt bother with the words too. i grit my teeth, tame my shaking heart and went on with my night. close your eyes now, sleep. I’m a sucker for your game, it’s the way you tease And it’s so unreal, when we touch the ceiling
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because i really admire how you can love him so...
dont admire. thrs nth to…
its a shameful thing t not learn how t fence your heart, how t learn from your fall.
WHAAAA?
