C A X * S

Still here…….
My lips feels like they weigh tons……lip gloss over lip gloss.
Time fo tong-ed hair…

I don’t feel so good.
Night

mwen:

caxs: Eh wait brb I got like a few minutes left t sleep

wharttttt. my friend’s so weird…

I feel like I’ve abandoned you somewhere along th way unknowingly, like a coin slipping out of my pocket as I take a sit.
I feel like you’re so far away even when you have yet t travel th distance.
Abandoned, unknowingly, slipping, distance.
You’re so far away. So far away.
But as I will, so would you? Remember me.

I’ve been skipping th powder blush lashes these days. Just sunblock, always th sunblock. It feels nice, clean and light.
I’ve been chasing out certain thoughts in my head, certain names, certain figures, certain feelings. I’ve been chasing em out. Some I want to, some I don’t..but it does benefit on their end. So I chased em out..
I wna sleep. Bye.

And now it has come to this
The little victories, I’ll miss
Of everything we’ve overcome
And all that’s said and done

I’m leaving our war behind
Life can go on without you
I’m leaving our war behind
The night that I leave town

The walls that you and me take down
Are only getting taller now
And I’ve even forgotten how
To stand on my two feet

How honestly I’m on my own
And happier to be alone
But everything I do alone
Has every bit of you

I’m leaving our war behind
Life can go on without you
I’m leaving our war behind
The night that I leave town

Don’t tell me to justify
Living my life without you
I’m leaving our war behind
The night that I leave town

All my life
It’s always the same thing
All my life
It’s always the same thing

Play me down my lover
Like we’re undercover
Like we’re in a fresh veneer
Like all the girls and boys in school

Our anticipation
And our bad behaving
It’s like we learned our lesson
But conveniently forgot the rules

Questions for questions, I’ve got a question
Would you ever dance with me like that?
Questions for questions, I’ve got a question
Would you ever dance with me like that?

I don’t want your lover
Like my younger brother
He’s patronized another
But I think it’s serious this time

I don’t want you fading
Acting like you hate me
It’s just like all your paper cuts
They cut you in the coldest spots

Questions for questions, I’ve got a question
Would you ever dance with me like that?
Questions for questions, I’ve got a question
Would you ever dance with me like that?

Fuck all the rest and forget the rules
Like all the girls and boys in my school
Questions for questions, I’ve got a question
Would you ever dance with me like that?

I said to this end, don’t hurt your best friend
I said to this end, don’t hurt your best friend
I said to this end, don’t hurt your best friend
I said to this end, don’t hurt your best friend

I’m done with my toil. which made me very happy and leaves me very sleepy now after all th sewing.
Right now I’m tossing in bed pressing pathetic words t express my sincerest apologies that are very much nothing good t show for. But I am sorry. I am.
I really feel like I’m th root t all evil. Especially to th hearts that have nothing but a quiet yearn fo mine. I’m not worthy. Not worthy. And I’m sorry.
Night.

But now I do. I feel like walkg into your life was a huge mistake. Not fo me, but fo you.
And I’m really sorry.