C A X * S

There’s a huge sadness lurking in my bones. I’m going to sleep now..gn, I turn 21 in about 24hrs time.

I wna get away from all the people I love who doesn’t love me th same. I wna leave this place.

Feels surreal. The agony every goodbye brings…the longing that comes after.
It was nice, everything, was nice.

Still at ecp, Macs with th girls. My heart feels a little sadder now, pushing misses away as time passes. tomorrow.. don’t wna think about tomorrow, about later..

IM DONE WITH YEAR2. OMG GREATNESSSSSSS. I can now concentrate on my birthday invites. Life is good.

She said, hello mister pleased to meet ya.

last night was a dream.

I feel empty…totally lost. I think I need t get out of this place, fo th first time I think I bask th idea of leaving this country.
Going t find my bestfriend after work. And then back t work at 10pm….life as it is now. Too lost. Gmorning Monday.

In church….its been awhile.

I really wanna be with you. I miss you so much I wanna hug you right now and never let go. But I just feel so empty.

Tell me where’s your hiding place?
I’m worried I’ll forget your face
And I’ve asked everyone
I’m beginning to think I imagined you all along