September 2011
1137hrs we lost our horizon
I almost chocked on my celery juice this morning when my maid said “normally iain will be here when its like this uh”………….th entire family is in Hk and so I’ve been waking up alone which is really hard to do on some mornings. But I’m adjusting with Yamagata singing th story line of life.
My whole body is aching.. I woke up at 3am from an...
“If you remember me, then I don’t care if everyone else forgets.”
– Haruki Murakami (via adaliaplease)
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0245hrs th reason why
for the past two days, i’ve been sleeping at terrible hours that only permits me 3hours of rest before a full day of school and plans after. i feel bloated and uncomfortable. today was another 9hours of school but lunch with the KeAiTong made the day seem more hopeful and finally getting to spend time with Tannya always always always leaves me in delight. i dont know how i could possibly...
“I keep thinking about this river somewhere, with the water moving really fast....”
– Kazuo Ishiugro, Never Let Me Go (via philippelazaro)

I died the day you disappeared, so why would you be welcome here?
Ride the wind that brought you back away
No you can’t come in
No you can’t come in
I cannot stop my rebel hands from pulling out the pots and pans
I left you in the cold until you shook
You’re gentle now, but I recall
Both tender fire and bitter squall
A history so deep it hurts to look
No you...
1923hrs China Train Collision ; 38dies in Pakistan...
i barely had anything to eat. i found myself swallowing tears instead. its heart rending, the lives that are claimed by the fault of fate, dense minds, angry storms, corrupted government, reasons that exchanges fo the innocent. Ive this notion of blue, shame and pity when it comes to the news hour and it goes on and on while im having my dinner. There’s a hopelessness that bothers me...
“There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t...”
– Meredith ; Greys Anatomy
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And they say
She’s in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since 18
But lately her face seems slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
They scream
The worst things in life come free to us
And we’re all under the upperhand
Go mad for a couple of grams
And we she want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flys to the Motherland
Or sell love to...
1518hrs do you remember
I reckon alcohol would be a catalyst to feeling things I’m hesitating from. It was meant t be a merry night but I ended up at th corner of a table and lament the loss of yesterdays, be it th good laughs or the repelling pain, I sat there and I missed it all. They tell me love never should be that tough, never should have hurt the way it did..so when goodbyes and take care was said, I...
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“I’m sorry for my inability to let unimportant things go, for my inability to...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer (via katelizabeth)
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Strangfers
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“Poor is the man whose pleasures depend on the permission of another.”
– Madonna (via industrialist)
Eye to eye
Thigh to Thigh
I let go
I think I’m a little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you’re a little bit
Little bit, Little bit In lalalala love with me
And for you I keep my legs apart
And forget about my tainted heart
And I will never ever be the first
To say it’s still a, Game over
0058hrs I don't wna move too fast
I’m way past exhaustion point and I’m too lazy to say anything but I feel a need to write a little. Or maybe nothing at all. Maybe I’ll remember either way.
Goodnight, Friday is here.
GET SOME - Lykke Li
Like a shotgun needs an...
0313hrs I'm sorry
I’ve an innate familiarity of how things tend to turn out and I feel my emotions impeded by this numbness I’ve grown custom to. I don’t blame anything really, or anyone..not even thboy. I chose every step I took on my own, every chance I gave was a chance of allowing myself to fall again. It was choices I made with clear retrospect of consequences I would be made to deal with...
0341hrs where do broken hearts go
Last night was a blur of sober tired phases to really drunk moments that I can hardly recall. I woke up with a disgusting mess of make up and a decent memory of how I even manage t find my bed.
I’m jz done w work, actually not rly, L helped th whole way. And I cooked after a really really long time. It was edible so I suppose it was good enough.
Anyway, goodnight. Its a new week.
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“Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that...”
– (via katelizabeth)
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