March 2012
2134hrs sigh
I really really miss Bam right now. Its a good thing I’ll be seeing him tomorrow. Hmm
Bkk weekend getaway
2259hrs changes
I can’t find th words to translate what my heart feels. I cannot wait to get away….tomorrow bkk. Goodnight.
1610hrs I see where I get my mouth from
Aini: you all going BangKok?
My mother: yep
Aini: for what? To shop?
My mother: no, to see if the country's in peace.
Hahahahahahah
0117hrs never teach
sooooo, i really hate it when people forget their thankyous and sorrys. i really fucking hate people without manners. for example, today at school.. my classmate tapped her card to access the main door and i held the door open for another girl to enter before i did because thats what i always do. this bitch doesnt say thankyou. so i bitch really loudly saying that she hasnt any fucking manners and...
WEDNESDAY
1546hrs hehehe
Keri: so anyway, Butters birthday is on th 30thMarch. Don't forget t get a present fo her
Caxs: wow. And I thought you were inviting me for something
Keri: well I didn't think you'd wna celebrate her existence
Caxs: what you talkg about? I like t celebrate anything. I love celebrations
Keri: bimbo
JESSE J
“We are not the same persons this year as last; nor are those we love. It is a...”
– (via journalofanobody)
Received at 2:22p
………. So, I am sorry that I can’t live without you. I’m sorry I took awhile to think. I’m sorry I say sorry too many a times when we’re together. I’m sorry I hurt you and made you cry. I’m sorry I couldn’t put that smile on your face when I said I would. I’m sorry I always say things on an impulse, that I know I don’t mean....
1538hrs Keri being a bitch
Caxs: help me hold my bag please
Keri: omg you're bag is so heavy no wonder you don't grow
Caxs: well, I feel safer carrying everything with me
Keri: ya you'll feel safer if you're taller too
This bitch........
1101hrs why don't you stay
I woke with Taylor Swift singing th same words I’ve been repeating in my head. I feel extremely lost….th feeling of pain isn’t even here anymore. Its just the feeling of being misguided. Somehow I lost my way again….
Keri is such love fo skipping work to shop with me today. I need to feel better or I’ll drown in my bathtub tonight. Seriously ARGH FUCK
0054hrs teardrops on my..
When I was 12, I watched Meteor Garden and it gave such a high about how love could be…
I turned 13 soon after and fell in love myself. I finally realized not everything works the way it does in shows.
This day is over. No word back..so I safely assume on my part we’ve decided mutually that being apart would work better. My heart…the dull aching pain is back again.
Night.
2308hrs if this was a movie
I feel really sad today…I think I’ve lost th love of my life and I’ve finished up my lip balm. So Sunday leaves me with dried breaking lips and a broken heart.
I’m going to rewatch Meteor Gardens and I hope it makes me feel better.
If I stayed, would it be a sin..
But I can’t help falling in love with you.
1750hrs a few hours in
I think my days with you were always numbered. But I thank th Man up there or fate or whatever spiritual being for even th time we have/had.
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you’re sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you’d be here by now
And I say come back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you said it’s not that easy
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I’d take it all back now
Come back, come...
1218hrs round and round
How many times have you told yourself “this time, thing’s will change”.
0211hrs
I thought we’ll be happy. I always thought we’d be.
1934hrss just like the weather
We’re starting to have more bad days than better ones. I’m starting to remind myself I once managed t survive on my own.
“We are always looking for ways to ease the pain. Sometimes we ease the pain by...”
– Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy (via chsxchn)
0308hrs gnight
The sound of th rain falling and your soft breathing beside me, th World feels right again.
‘Cause if I wanted to go
I would’ve gone by now
But I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I would’ve left by now
But you’re the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself
1333hrs say goodbye
I see where this is going and it doesn’t scare me cuz I’ve been here many times before, it scares me cuz this might be th last time I’d ever put myself here again.
