To feel better. I often wondered how much it’ll take, how bad it could go before any good could come. I contemplated th lengths I would go to, the things I’d sacrifice t have a better start. Th shameful deals I’d make with th devil.
But its all plain make believe. There’s no way to go back to th start, there’s no erasing th past. You suck it up, live with it..you get on with life. Count your blessings and th leave th rest t be mistakes t learn from. As th saying goes…th tough gets tougher.